you'll never know unless you walk in my shoes

So in the end, was it worth it? Jesus Christ. How irreparably changed my life has become. It’s always the last day of summer and I’ve been left out in the cold with no door to get back in. I’ll grant you I’ve had more than my share of poignant moments. Life passes most people by while they’re making grand plans for it. Throughout my lifetime, I’ve left pieces of my heart here and there. And now, there’s almost not enough to stay alive. But I force a smile, knowing that my ambition far exceeded my talent. There are no more white horses or pretty ladies at my door.

—(via salazarr90)

you were just another guy that made me laugh once.

Each night it gets worst

Sometimes I feel like I’m just wasting my time with them. Maybe I don’t want anything like a relationship or maybe none of them is worth for me to have one with. I am always keeping a distance and if at any sign there seems to be a growing dependency or closeness I will just refrain from letting anything spark off. I’ll shut myself out. At times I feel like I will rather be alone then being with someone and be unhappy. It’s not that I’m unhappy technically with their presence but I always feel like if u allow urself to be close with someone thats when disappointment will bound to set in. I dont want to be disappointed and unhappy.

The burning of the candle grows hotter with every passing second. But I forgot that eventually a flame will die and what remains is just melted wax, by the time the fire is out I would have already hurt my hand.